so you know when people are like, "I can't tell him/her how I feel because I don't want to risk the friendship"
I used to be that way. I used to have brains, and common sense.
and then I guess in the breakdown, I lost it.
I was stupid.
I 've been stupid a couple times, but only once it bit me in the ass.
I have to promise myself never to be that stupid again.
Right now, I need to remind myself of that.
Because this stomach butterfly thing that I have going on... it's not good.
This melty feeling that I recently developped
But can't literally be.