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tell me that you love me more.
a feeling never dies.
this is a dream I want to not have again 
19th-Jan-2011 10:37 am
dream included:

scary ass shit
my friend Peter who was trying to be my dream guide and fix me
realizing that I was keeping someone around for bad reasons
almost murder
me falling into a dream within my dream
me commanding myself to wake up
woke up through 3 levels
woke up screaming
woke up with tears on my face
had a panic attack in my dream
woke up and felt how tight my chest was and how shaky my entire body was and knew I had one in real life as well
got in a fight with someone in my dream while trying to cross the street
ran away from home that wasn't home
drank beer. like a lot of beer.
for some reason baked a cake
yelled at my cousin who made an appearance
Ran an art studio

but it's the screaming thing that fucked me up. Through 3 levels of sleep I woke myself up and was screaming.
never want that again.
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